SMILE

Today I had so much fun with dear :) Hehe. He's so cute!!!!!! ♥

Haha. I'm so tired right now.. After the dinner with his family.. Wow. Never been to such event/function before.. 0.0

Anyway.. Its time for bed.. Next week is gonna be a very loooooooong week..

its over!!!! :DDD

Yeah! Finally proficiency tests are officially over! Proficiency test 1 I think I did quite badly but for 2 is quite alright. ANYWAY, I can't do anything about it right now. So :D

I'm gonna be selling ice cream on Thursday! Too bad I can only sell but not eat.. Haha.

Next week is gonna be sooooo busy :(

ummm

Haha. Didn't update again.. What was I saying?

Can't really remember.. Oh. That my proficiency test part 1 I screw up the whole thing :(

Can't really push everything to the fact that I was sick when I do the test.. But still.. I could have held the plate a little longer if my left hand isn't that weak. :((

Still sick. Everybody has been very concern and told me to take care of my health.. I really appreciate the thoughts.. I wish I can be healthier too.. Lost weight again. You know, I really don't understand my friends. They actually tell me that they want to be sick so that they can lose weight! Can you believe this? Here I am, so jealous that they are healthy, they're telling me that they want to be sick. =.= What have the world turned into? This is ridiculous seriously. Wanting to be sick when you should be glad that you're healthy! *shake head* People nowadays sure have weird thinking..

Didn't go to school yesterday. Went to see doctor and get a MC. I don't wanna lose the rest of the marks that I can get for the test but I lost the 16 bonus marks :( And my friends say that health is more important than school.. True, but I'm not very willing to part with marks that are rightfully mine :(

So I went out today to get some fresh air and some stuff.. Wore a dress that is most suitable for night, hence I'm SO HOT, sweating like mad. And killer heels that kill my feet. Despite that, I'm extremely happy today :)

Can't agree more to the statement that my boyfriend is the best ♥ (details next time!) :)

so disappointed

I am so disappointed with myself.

There's so many things to say but I guess I'll leave it to tomorrow cause I need to rest now.. Or I'll never recover from this stupid illness.

Promise I'll update all the stupid things that happened this week.

I'm just so unlucky and disappointed. Right, I'm also depressed. How great is that?

the news

New year day was about to be over, at that moment, I received a shocking news.

I thought it was a joke, but it was true. She's gone. Forever. On new year day. From a accident..

She was from my secondary school, knew her from the school band.. I was sec 1 when she was sec 3. 2 years older than me. She later became our band drum mayor. She was very nice to us even when we did something wrong..

I can't say that I was very close to her.. As we didn't talk much after she graduated and moved on to her polytechnic education.. But for some reasons.. I just don't wanna believe that she has passed away.. Even though I've just attended her wake..

Why is life so unfair that such a nice girl had to leave this world at such young age? How will the survivor who is her best friend live for the rest of her life with this guilt that she had caused her friend's death? Really hate this kind of situation.. Why must there be accidents, natural disasters, terrorist attacks, wars and incurable diseases? Why can't everyone live to ripe old age? I don't want to see people that I know, people who has made a difference in my life leave so early.. I didn't even have a chance to thank her for the difference that she has made.

Maybe you don't remember me.. But its okay.. You will always be remembered as a caring senior of mine. And I'm proud to know you..

Dear friends, please take good care of yourself. And be safe. Be careful in whatever you do cause life is seriously very unpredictable. If you know you gonna regret, don't do it. If you love someone, don't be afraid to tell him/her. Life is short, I'm not cursing anyone here but you can never know what will happen.. Every single day that we live is a blessing. Don't take it for granted.

Cherish the ones you love, its not too late to start now..

2010

New year day.

If you asked me if the miracle happen? I don't know. But I do feel different now..

A little disappointed, but what to do? Its a new day. I'm not going to spoil my mood. Not that my mood is good to start with.. Feel so tired..

Not going to keep my mouth shut anymore..