wasted days..

Seriously need to be more productive and yeah, stop playing so much games.. Stop completely is impossible, its a way of reliving stress :D But then.. Half of my holidays was spent on computer, not sleep or anything else.. Its kinda become excess..

Haven't start on my proficiency test yet. Next week, I'm dead for sure.. Sigh. Lazy me. And there's so much to be done.. Yet, I've no mood for them.. :(

Now I'm no longer looking forward to Christmas.. Unless I've a good news later today, or else its just.. Me alone again..

I'm SO disappointed D: but I won't let it show too much