Thursday, July 5, 2012


Seriously, good job on screwing up.

Wow. I'm lost for words.

This time round, I really outdid myself.

Of all things, I have to messed this up. So useless.

What's done can't be undone but how I wish I can..

I'm really sorry..

I have no rights to object to what you decided to do anymore..

Sunday, June 3, 2012

I'm finally back!

Took the plane for the first time and went to the states.
Went 1 week earlier to Los Angeles and Las Vegas before school starts.
Spent 1 month at various cities in California such as Santa Monica, Monterey Bay, Berkeley, Oakland, Santa Cruz, Santa Rosa, San Francisco, Sacramento  and many more.
Quite cool, experienced a lot of things I never feel or see before.
Its very cold there despite its spring.
Guess I'm just used to my sunny little island.
Lots of things that I don't know how to put into words, I'm just glad that I decided to take this path..
Though sometimes I have no idea whether what I'm doing is right or not, but I'm willing to give it a shot.
Over there, I wished I am home cause everything's so new to me that I'm kinda scared.
My first time alone overseas by myself and there're just so many things happening everyday that kinda drives me insane.
But when I'm home, a small part of me wished that I am still there.
Its just so ironic.

Back home, it just feels so good to see him again and not just plain texts.
We were just playing around, when he suddenly looked at me and say oh my god.
I thought maybe something on my face so I asked him, then he said.

I'm so in love with you.
That moment I knew, the only place that I belonged is with him.
Regardless which country I'm at, as long as I'm with him, I'm home.

Monday, March 5, 2012

tired of everything

Don't know what to do or say anymore

Monday, February 13, 2012

late post

Didn't update again, this time is because 1. I'm just too busy with school and 2. I forgot my password. LOL.

Just thought that I should say. Or at least leave one post before I forgot about this blog again >.<

Gotta go and finish up on my work!

Wednesday, December 7, 2011


My dear boy is leaving in two days.. Sigh. Already missing him so much.. :(