Sunday, September 27, 2009

tired..........

Finally played badminton today :) Feel so great to sweat and run around.. Hehe. And of course, what makes it even better is whom I played with ^^

Tomorrow going expo for an event server.. I think my outfit is very weird.. =.= Guess I only left with the morning to do some changes.. For the time being, I'm going to play some games.. Quite bored..

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

again and again

I'm sick again. How great. It has been more than 2 weeks since I had that cough.. Last Saturday, it finally rebel and start a riot. Guess what that virus did? It became worse.

Then I had fever, flu, cough, headache, body ache, and even vomited a few times. Within 3 days, I lost 3.5kg. Cause I only had like 1 & 1/2 meal in total? You won't believe what's my current weight.. 42kg.. Can't even eat or sleep properly. Keep waking up in the middle of the night and stay awake till the next night and repeat the whole cycle.

I can't eat ice cream, but my whole family is eating in front of me. Great. EGGS! Can't eat them either and I have to see them have it for breakfast. How nice. Can't sleep, can't go out, can't eat, can't watch tv cause of headache, can't use com due to same reason, can't read comics cause my hands no strength. =.= Sigh.

At least today I felt much better.. But I'm not gonna say anything.. Just in case I say and it come back.. I'm so bored. Today is Wednesday, 5th day.. I just weigh myself.. And I lost another kg. Gosh. Going to become skeleton soon :(

Friday, September 18, 2009

job woes

I'm blogging at a weird time of the day again.. Cause that's the time when I use my computer too..

Anyway.. I seriously need to work more! Why is money such a big thing when it can't buy you everything? Good question, that I don't have the answer.. If you read a issue from the Archie comics, you'll remember Veronica saying, money is not everything because we still have credit cards, jewelleries etc. =.= But that's not the point here.

The important thing here is that I got cheated. Time wasted seriously. So we went for this orientation, which we thought that we already gotten the job. We only realised that we have to go through interview on that day itself. Waited at least 3hours for the interview. Waited for that email which never came. They said that they'll email us, we only found out that they sms instead. And none of us gotten the job! Not even one. Are we that bad? I don't think so. To think I cancel my other job just for this. Make me happy for nothing. Now it's REALLY hard to find a job..

I'm still doing my tution job but the grandma seems to be a little reluctant to pay money.. I tried to end exactly on time and I always reach earlier.. But the grandson, I really having some problem trying to make him pay attention.. Sigh. There's only one good thing about this is that, I can still continue when school reopens.. So I'll still have a steady income IF they didn't replace or fire me. Gosh. I still feel weird asking them for my pay.. D:

My waitressing job, kinda give up on it.. Afterall, when school reopen, I have to be in the service side.. So.. This will be my last choice I guess..

Sunday, September 13, 2009

late

I just realised I haven't been blogging for quite long.. Not to mention the fact that I have long overdued posts.. Haha.

Despite the fact that I've been working very hard, I'm still broke! Mum's birthday is just a few more days.. And guess what? I promised to treat her to a good meal.. But I'm broke :( I'm still trying to refill that hole made a few months ago..

I wanted to change my hairstyle.. Cause the weather is driving me nuts. Its too hot with this hair. Changing is definitely going to cost too.. Moreover.. No way am I going to cut a hair that I can't let myself be seen with.. :(

Bought a few clothes for my makeover, since there's a 50% off for all clothes.. So my tution money = gone.

Been to the hospital for a few more times.. The doctor gave me medication for 1month. And from what he says.. Though he didn't say it out loud, there's definitely a possibility of me having cancer. Small possibility is not = NIL. If I have it, you might as well kill me now. So I have to eat this disgusting medicine for a month and see how.. Then we'll know if I'm lucky or not..

Wednesday still have to go back hospital again. :( To check on my result on the kidney. Hope I recovered. I can't go through anymore treatment.. Too painful.. If it becomes kidney failure.. Its really omg. Last wednesday, when I go back to hospital to take scanning.. I thought I don't have to go through anymore needles.. Guess what? Besides drinking that disgusting contrast water which almost made me vomit, the nurse tricked me again. The doctor told my mum that the needle will only go through my arm, that nurse pierce through my wrist. She complaint that my nerve is too narrow, so she pierce through 4 times, each time going deeper. Pain till I cry. Then she give up and go through my arm another 2 times cause she can't find the nerve. So angry with her. If you can't do it once in the first place, get someone else who can. Keep saying I'm so poor thing, and it's all cause by your incompetence. Still call yourself senior nurse. Liar.

Sick for more than 1 week now.. My flu finally recovered.. But not the cough. I seriously won't be surprised if the next time the doctor is going to tell me is that my lungs got infection by virus. =.=

I HATE GOING TO HOSPITAL. And I'm not kidding.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

(+.+)

I have been so busy with the tutioning, games, making blogskins and meeting ♥, I haven't been updating for quite long.. So much things to say but not sure where should I start..

Maybe I'll start from where I stopped a few months ago.. SCHOOL! Haha. When I still have school.. Which is one week ago? Or has it been 2 weeks? Can't really remember..

No matter what.. I don't think I can update now.. Cause I'm facing a serious problem.. Which is.. I'm falling asleep! Haha.

- to be continued... someday.. -