moodswing

Weird weird weird. This is one of the things that I really don't understand.. Why do I feel like crying so easily these days? So emotional.. The tears just came out by itself.. I'm also feeling quite antisocial lately.. Strange. So not enjoying any of these..

Feeling so tired and stressed lately.. I wished I'm still having holidays.. SOBS. So not looking forward to school.. So much to do, so little time.. And I'm still in pain D: Why is this happening? Just don't get it.. And I probably won't..

Sigh.. I missed him so much :(

finally!

After so many weeks, I can finally logged in to blogger! Whee~ This means that I haven't been updating since I can't -.-

Anyway.. First week of school just ended.. And I'm feeling very stressed already.. Not to mention how tired I am.. Hopefully, I'm thinking too much.. But I doubt so.. Service practicum, is sure gonna kill me and my body..

Wine & beverage class is awesome :) Now I can identify which kind of wine they are when NTUC have offers.. Even though I only had one lesson so far.. Haha.

I'm so glad that now is weekend.. However, tomorrow is Sunday!!!! Which means 1 more day to sleep? Today didn't manage to sleep in late cause had early tuition this morning, tomorrow morning gone too.. Had another tuition session and I had to wake up even earlier to set questions.. Sad me.. But what to do? Earning money require some sacrificing.. Sobs.

I shall go to my beloved bed now.. More updates tomorrow, I hope :D

working dont bring me money

I've been working for quite long this holiday.. Though I didn't managed to get the F1 job, I still have my tuition job, swensens (but I didn't really work there recently) and some events from the same company.. I'm still broke! I realised that the money in my bank account, instead of growing, it actually getting lesser and lesser.. So much for working..

The money that I earn from those events and my tuition is not even bank into my account D: Last Monday, I worked 6 hours for $7/hr, not in yet. This week I tuition for more than 4 hours yet I only ask for $60 cause that mother complaint that its expensive which is not my fault at all. But they didn't pay me either. And now I regretted for asking for so little.. BUT ITS TOO LATE! ARGH. Gotta make sure they pay me back next week.. Or else. I'm just wasting my time :(( I will make sure I get my money though.. No way am I working for free. Unless I'm working for my family, I can consider that if I'm not broke =.=

Tomorrow will be going to sentosa to work. Most probably I'm gonna get sun burnt. And if I'm lucky, tanned? One thing for sure is, I won't get to see the money :( 9 hours in hot sun and hot sand, can't imagine.

At the beginning of holiday, I wanted to start a blog shop. But it was being delayed and delayed until I give up. To get work done, sometimes, its really best to do it alone. Waiting too long makes me very frustrated and irritated = no mood to work anymore. Teaching children did help to make me more patient, however, there's still a limit to it.. And it totally depends on situation.

There's so many things I wanted to do in this holiday but I never get the chance to do them. Guess what? Holiday is ending in like another 2 more weeks? Sigh. Think I won't get to do them this holiday nor next holiday.. :( So disappointing.. Its just work and work.. Though I get to know many great people.. But still.. Working is tiring.. I'm exhausted.

At least I hope I can complete something before school starts.. Looking at the BIG hole in my pocket now, its seems impossible..