super tired is a understatement

So tired. This week I've been working morning shift.. Which means I start work at 6.30am.. Considering the fact that i only managed to fall asleep like 2 3 plus everyday.. Its very tiring.. Especially when I have to catch the first bus in order not to be late.. Late for 1min alr deduct half an hour pay :( sobs. Pay already so miserable if still deduct I might as well don't work :/

Tomorrow going kayaking again.. I hope I won't be stuck on the water alone.. It would be very scary.. I'm still trying to recover from last week. Yawn.. My skin colour has obvious change and I'm peeling on my head' forehead and right arm.. :/ so fun to peel.. Haha! My forehead feel so smooth after the peeling.. My arm is in patches now.. My head is the worst. It looks like dandruff... T.T don't know what else to say about that..

Anyway.. Hope that I can complete the course soo that I can get my cert!.

updates!

Haven't been blogging again.. Guess that work really drain me out a lot.. Plus the games that I have downloaded for the phone... Really kept me well entertained. Everyday is just.. Waking up eat lunch, go work, eat dinner alone, work again, go home, play computer, talk with baby then sleep. Very no life.. Cause work start in the afternoon..

Last weekend spent both Saturday and Sunday at Bedok reservoir.. There's dragonboat race and REACH got into the semis.. So I was there rooting for them and shooting videos of the race.. We had a mini gathering after the race.. It was a good fight. ^^ We are the only team who improved from the heats. THIS IS GREAT!

Thanks to Good Friday, baby booked out on Thursday this week.. I was working when he's out though.. But still meet up for dinner.. At blue mountain cafe ^^ First time we stayed out so late.. He almost no bus to go home D: The food there really cheap.. Considering how delicious they are and the portion size is huge. Yum yum.

Friday went out with him.. We went shopping then go to friend's house for gathering.. Got new clothes! The gathering we ordered pizza delivery which took ages to come.. Had lots fun.. Saw and learnt a lot of new things... Interesting..

This week.. I went kayaking.. On a kayaking course with the dragon boaters.. Its 0.0 Well.. its fun but at the same time.. Its seriously killing me.. I don't have much strength so the water are kinda heavy for me.. Everyone keep saying its very easy and the water is very light.... T.T Kinda depressing.. But I am the average student not the worst so still okay I supposed? Baby keep making sure that he is around me.. So sweet.. Got a girl there trying to hit on him.. -__- Fail of course.. Too bad. He's already taken.

Lunch we ate at golden mile food center.. Its quite cheap to a certain extent.. Lor mee 3.50 comes with lots of ingredients ^^ Capsizing test, swimming test.. So many tests.. Heard that next week there's more tests....... *groans*

After kayaking, we went to town for high tea.. At a Thai cafe.. The coffee are kinda..... Either taste too weird or too sweet -.- But their cakes are pretty interesting.. The way they combine different ingredients are quite unique.. However, I doubt I'll go back there again.. The main course portion are inconsistent.. :/ Hanging around then I saw a pair of shoes which are very nice and comfy.. But no size for me. Went to the other outlet at far east just to buy it. In the end didn't pick the colour that we reserved. Still very excited! Now I have same type of shoes as him. Only left his mum don't have.. Haha.

Sunday which is today.. Went to service my computer early in the morning........ Yeah, this computer has lots of problems.. Wanted to do something then everything go haywire.. Lucky nothing much inside.. All backed up already.. Just hope that they won't ask me to pay.. Its not my fault to get a faulty computer :(

After that go hot tomato for lunch.. So worth it! Cheap and nice ^^ Full to the brim. Next..... Baby bring me to couple lab to get rings for us ^^ Today got promotions.. We got rings with a cute lady bug.. My day is amazing!

suanz

Walk here walk there.. So tiring.. At least, I'm earning now.. But so far still broke.. Kinda still living on baby's.. In fact.. I've been living from him since he's in ns? :/ Super generous.. But still we're not married.. At least not yet. So only use when I have to.

Getting used to working again.. The people here are.. Quite interesting.. Only got one person that I can't stand. Freaking annoying. I admit you have more experience than me in terms of hands-on cause you work longer than me. Which is only natural cause you are like, 10 years older than me? But it doesn't mean that whatever you do is right and others are wrong. I believe what my school taught me is right. Seriously can't stand him. I just ignore him now.. T.T

Food around work area is so expensive T.T One meal cost my 3 hours pay.. Oh my god.

workk

I rejected the one at the bakery cause they sent the schedule way too late and didn't inform when they say they will. The person end up telling me something that I don't understand..

Anway.. Today is my first day of work!
So nervous.
But I have my personal cheerleader! :D

Need to buy black shirt.. Now wearing baby's.. He lend me two and his mum gave me one :) Still need to buy though.. He wear small but still kinda big for me >.< Hehe.

Jiayou!

SUNDAYY

Meeting ♥ at 7.30 am today. But he missed his alarm.. So when I called at 7 he's just woke up. Then he came over. When he reached its about.. 7.45am.. He called when I just about to leave, I turned around he's at my door XD

Waited for the bus took a long time.. Guess that we missed the earlier bus.. We are going to plaza singapura again. Haha. To try the carl's junior breakfast. The breakfast is kinda disappointing.. Bought bacon and eggs buritto(total waste of money), the breakfast burger and the french toast.

The hashbrown are more than what mac give and it tasted exactly the same. Just that the shape is different. Anyway.. Mac breakfast.. So far.. Still unbreakable in our list.. Went upstairs to see headphones but its not opened..

After awhile.. We took bus back to his house.. To pack his bag and order clothes ^^ Rest of the day just sit in front computer and clicking.. He showed me funny videos from youtube :D Dinner is his mum's bee hoon~ Then I send him to camp..

Missing him already..

primary school gathering~

Last saturday morning, I baked 2 types of muffins. Blueberry and chocolate. Blueberry, half of them exploded in the oven. Don't know why.. So I just took the rest and cut some oranges.

Meet them at marina bay station... From 13 of them who say will turn up. End up only left 6 of us. We still go to the barrage though.. Cause one of them is waiting at the barrage. We took cab there, proudly paid by the guys :D Haha.

Reached there, do some catching up.. Reminisce about the old days.. One reached one hour later.. But you know.. Just the 6 of us, things can be quite boring after a few hours.. Besides.. The people who said they'll bring games are not here. So we only have muffins, banana cake, potato chips and green tea and mineral water and orange. So.. You can guess the rest..

In between, there's this 11,111 face thingy that asked to take our pictures so that they can complete the challenge. So long didn't meet up, 8 years.. We took the photo in a rather awkward way. One straight line. Haha. After that they gave us some name cards and one wedding photo shoot voucher to be used by the end of this year.. The guys kept pushing to me and ask me faster get married. T.T I'm the only one attached there so.. But still.. Now also no money.. Have to wait a few more years..

After that I suggested that we watch a movie. We picked limitless at vivocity. So we packed up and go there. Reached, it was extremely crowded. The guys made a joke by saying second round of picnic at the cinema cause we still have food and drinks left. The potato chips can be exchanged for one pan pizza so one of them suggested that we go pizzahut for lunch instead.

And the lunch is at pizzahut. One packet of the chips is eaten the other is not. Not even opened yet. The staff insisted that we cut it for them. The packet will have one big hole there and they don't allow us to eat chips inside. End up we tear our the sticker for them. Took one picture of the whole group when the food arrived.

We refilled the drinks ourselves using our own. Haha~! The pan pizza is extremely small. Small enough that a 5 years old kid can eat finish by himself. :/ After eating, we sit around awhile more before going our own ways. We took mrt together though but all go different directions. The guys are going home to sleep. While the girls are going out. What a big difference!

So I went to meet baby and the dragonboaters at suntec :) He not feeling so well so didn't go for the extra swimming training with his manager at east coast. When I reached there, only a few of them. They went back after lunch, including his brother. Baby asked him to go back cause the rest of them are leaving so he took back both the paddles too. I think is because of what I said last night that's why.. I feel kinda bad.. :/

After sending them to the station, we walked to plaza singapura. We did a little sight seeing along the way.. Haha. Showed him whether the vanguard building is and the timbre@substation.. Then he brought me to SMU underground linkway cause I never been there before..

We bought the tickets for HOP at 7.15.. There's some time in between.. Went to starbucks but there's no space.. End up drinking carl's junior.. He bought me chocolate milkshake (so much nicer and thicker than mos), blueberry cheesecake and lemon tea. Sit there play with the straws till its time to go up.

The movie is AWESOME. Hilarious. Haha. Must watch XD

Walked to far east to take my bus.. Along the way tried to find some food but closed already. Went to the one and only quicksilver shop at OC. Very pricey.

When we reached my stop its already 11.. So I tell him not to walk me home cause he might missed his last bus.. Sit at the bus stop with him till the bus come..

Happy day!

Its a BLOODY business

I guess today is not my day.. Keep injuring myself..

I can't find the peeler, so I used a very small one to peel the vegetables. End up peeling one of my finger by accident.That was all before he came back.

Think I got distracted or something.. I closed the fridge door on my thumb. Then cut my pinkie. I know the knife cut me, but.. I got a shock so I shake it. End up the blood splash all over my tank top. :/ go to the bathroom to rinse, drip all over the sink and floor.. I didn't know that till his dad asked who's bleeding.. T.T

Then the a part of the kitchen floor got it too.. I don't know why but I'm super calm. I even make a joke out of it. But baby didn't see it that way.. At least not when I was without plaster.

The dinner..... Sigh. I don't know how to use their oven.. So some parts of the chicken is under cooked. T.T Totally failed. :( Next time must try something else.. After that we washed the kitchen. So much work. Haha. Oh well..

Then baby walked me home today :) It has been so long since the both of us spent time together just the two of us. ^^ That I can't feel the pain on my pinkie.

knife cut me and I..
Keep bleeding..
Keep keep bleeding..
pinkie~

cookinggg

Just cooked 3 eggs with onion. Now I'm full to the brim :D Eggs and onions will never go wrong. Perfect match! Just like basil and tomato :3

But that's not the main focus of this post anyway..
Oh, side track a bit.. Today's weather is insanely hot. I'm melting. Even now.. T.T

Anyway......

Last week baby say he wanna eat at home tomorrow night, so he tell his parents either buy back or cook at home. Few days ago, his brother says that parents won't be home. So I thought I'll cook for the three of us. Thought I'll cook mushroom soup, grilled chicken with black pepper sauce on mashed potatoes and served with buttered corn and glazed carrots.. And make mango ice cream for dessert..

However......

I just heard from him that.. His parents changed the appointment date so they'll be eating home tomorrow too! Well, I've baked birthday cake for his dad, made some tarts and cookies for them before.. But a full course dinner? Not yet. But apparently, tomorrow is the day.

I'm kinda stressed. Haha. My only concern is that its not filling enough for them :/ Plus he said I'm cooking for my in-laws. >.< The only thing that he keep getting wrong is ... he kept saying I'm the nu xu (son-in-law) when he meant xi fu (daughter-in-law). Super funny.. Haha. He always get it wrong :3 Its so cute >.<

So now the new menu become..

Appetizer: Cream of Mushroom Soup
Sides: Caesar salad
Main course: Roasted chicken on mashed potatoes, served with pan gravy and glazed carrots.

Everything is more or less planned.. Just left the shopping part.
The dinner got special meaning.. Haha. His treat with his pay from ns >.<
No GST or service charge. Haha.
Have to plan carefully.. If he reached home earlier like last week, then have to be ready by then..
But again..
Its really hard to say..

Oh well.. That's all for today.. Waking up early tomorrow :)
Its a BIG day!

Interview outcome

Went interview at 3 places just now..

First one is at a bakery :) At first online only says they're hiring cashiers, but I saw they have trainee baker and kitchen helper too.. So applied for all three.. Turned out only left cashier. But I still accepted it anyway.. Starting work next mon! :)

Second one is at a bistro. Waited for 20 minutes, never attend to me, just keep asking me to sit there. So I sit. And noticed a lot things. Poor service, lousy manager, a lot complaints. Everything also very slow. I decided to forget about interview at this place and just go to the third one. This kind of bistro, I rather not work. The only thing I'm very interested about is the salad dressing anyway.. Oh well.. I'll figure it out if I go eat there a few more times >.<

Last one is a cafe. Pay one buck lesser than the bakery. Work as a barista and counter staff. Schedule very flexible and a lot things to learn so I accept too! Sunday after send him to camp, can go work cause they opened till 2am :D Free transport home too!

Now I'm officially employed with 2 jobs:) All start on same day. At least till the bakery give me my schedule and I give the cafe my schedule :3

Exam

Waiting for food hygiene exam to come so that I can get it over and done with soon.. But the date is still not finalised yet :/

Just finished updating my resume.. It has grown from 3 pages to 5 pages now.. There are still some things that I don't know whether I should include or not -.- Think I'll just show them my transcript :) That should let them know what I have learnt in school.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Tomorrow or rather today, waking up early to interview at a bakery! They're hiring cashier and service, hope I can get into the kitchen though :) From Hokkaido! So excited! x3

To you

Oh, you know who you are when you read this.

We are stronger than what you think.
If you think what you say will affect us, I think you need to try harder.
Like a lot a lot harder.
There's nothing that I don't know about him and nothing that he don't know about me.
So if you wanna tell me or him anything, really, please just go ahead.
I would be glad to know something that I really don't know :)
That's very unlikely to happen though..

Besides.. Even though you don't put your name, I already know who you are.
Its very obvious :/

graduation ceremonyyy

3 years flies so quickly.. Just received the graduation package.. Wow. I am graduating. Finally I did it! It wasn't easy but :) Its all over now.. Although GPA not that great but still above 3 so ^^ Oh well.. I tried my best :) And that's all that matters.

Going to get my cert in 1 month time! Best part is.. Mum and boy taking leave to attend the ceremony ^^

need a job

Who wanna hire me? :D