it started out as a feeling...

Year 2004

I went to MI for PAE cause I'm not sure if I can get into the poly course I am in now.. I spent 3 months there.

First day of school, inside the classroom, I was sitting with a girl.
Our first conversation started out like this..
He came over and asked, "Is anyone sitting here?"
That's how I met him..

We introduced ourselves and get along very easily. Immediately, the three of us become a clique. We will do everything together.. Meet to go school, meet at school gate, eat lunch together.. All sorts of things.

I always find him very similar to me. In terms of the way we think, the way we look at things, our interests, the food that we like and dislike, the animals.. The similarity is great. I did wonder what will happen if this boy is mine.. (I thought I am the only one thinking this way.. But I'm wrong. After we together, he told me that he thought about the same thing back then.)

People who went to this school during this period either don't know what they wanna do or just trying out. They soon realised what they wanted and left the school after two weeks. Slowly, more and more people left.

This is when two more girls joined us.. And become part of our clique too.

We start to go out more often like going out to eat after school and stuff. I usually went home for dinner so left the gang to spend the rest of the night. It was shortly after that something happened. Something that we both never expected.

He'll talk to me everyday on the phone at night.. Or almost every night.. One day, he tells me that every time go out left the two of them. For 3 days, he tells me the progress and ask me what this means and stuff.. 3rd day, they're an item. We still hang out together as a clique do things together. Nothing changed.

Shortly later, a boy joined our clique cause his left the school. When we were young, who knows what exactly is love? I went out with this boy maybe.. 1 month plus later? Its just weeks later when pae ended and I went to poly.

We seldom contact or hang out anymore cause of school work. Slowly we only contact each other once in a few months. Throughout the 2 years, we didn't really get to go out. Cause his girl that time doesn't seem to like the idea. So we didn't get to meet up and stuff.. I can only remember meeting up 3 times.. Once with my mi boy, once just the 3 of us and once with my last ex.

We only start meeting up again last year. After 2 years of never really contact.. Meet up with him to go shopping and discuss things. He got such great taste in fashion, and know how to match them accordingly. I don't even have to worry about if its suitable for me or not. That time, both of us are already single.

We start to hang out more, go out for coffee and stuff.. Talk about everything under the sun. That's when I start to get to know his friends. Before we're together, I already know a quarter of his friends and even went out with them. I always carry a bag when I go out, so sometimes he'll keep his wallet and phone and stuff inside. For some reason, I just know what he need from my bag even before he asked. So he say it feels like I am his girlfriend because I always just as he was about to ask for something, I already give it to him. Coincident. But just at the right timing. Its so strange..

From here, things.. started to changed again.