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IM SO SAD. Will update on the skills camp once I emo finish.. :(

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say
I was left to cry there,waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip,I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone
Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face
you used to love me,you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok
I was left to cry there waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm starting to trip,I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone
Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care we're not going anywhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care we're not going anywhere

Baby I know the story,
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me
What's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's gonna take my place
I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway... I guess it's over
Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.
Baby
You should have called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there
Sadly
You never gave me
Too many chances
To show you how much I care
I should have seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over
Can't believe that I'm the fool again,
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know?
You never told me,
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never told me.
About the pain and the tears,
oh oh oh,
If I could I would,
Turn back the time
Ooh yeah
I should've seen it coming
I should've read the signs
Anyway...
I guess it's over

You were once my one companion . . .
you were all that mattered . . .
You were once a friend and father -then my worldwas shattered . . .
Wishing you were somehow here again . . .
wishing you were somehow near . . .
Sometimes it seemed if I just dreamed,
somehow you wouldbe here . . .
Wishing I could hear your voice again . . .
knowing that I never would . . .
Dreaming of you won't help me to do all that you dreamed I could . . .
Passing bells and sculpted angels,cold and monumental,
seem, for you,the wrong companions -you were warm and gentle . . .
Too many years fighting back tears . . .
Why can't the pastjust die . . .?
Wishing you were somehow here again . . .
knowing we must say goodbye . . .
Try to forgive . . .
teach me to live . . .
give me the strengthto try . . .
No more memories,no more silent tears . . .
No more gazing across the wasted years . . .
Help me say goodbye.