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In the end, I'm still alone.. So much things have happened in just these few months.. Too much for me to handle.. I'm so tired.. Felt like giving up on everything.. Felt like going to sleep and just sleep forever..

I'm just a stranger to you.. A person of no importance.. Wonder why do I ever exist.. The world won't change just because I'm not here. Nothing will change.. No one will care.. Everything that I had, everything that I knew.. Was just a lie. As much as I wanted to believe, its just a lie.. I guess I'm just too stupid to think that such things actually exist..

I really hope that I won't wake up tomorrow..