Suddenly felt this way.. Maybe it always has been this way.. Just that I didn't realised.. What am I supposed to do now? Everything seems so wrong and I can't do anything to make things better.. I feel so useless.. Maybe I'm really useless.. Can't do things right..
我想我会一直孤单
这一辈子都这么孤单
我想我会一直孤单
这样孤单一辈子
天空越蔚蓝
越怕抬头看
电影越圆满
就越觉得伤感
有越多的时间
就越觉得不安
因为我总是孤单
过着孤单的日子
喜欢的人不出现
出现的人不喜欢
有的爱犹豫不决
还在想他就离开
想过要将就一点
却发现将就更难
于是我学着乐观
过着孤单的日子
当孤单已经变成一种习惯
习惯到我已经不再去想该怎么办
就算心烦意乱
就算没有人作伴
自由和落寞之间怎么换算
我独自走在街上看着天空找不到答案
我没有答案
当孤单已经变成一种习惯
习惯到我已经不再去想该怎么办
就算心烦意乱
就算没有人作伴
自由和落寞之间怎么换算
我独自走在街上看着天空找不到答案
我没有答案
天空越蔚蓝
越怕抬头看
电影越圆满
就越觉得伤感
有越多的时间
就越觉得不安
因为我总是孤单
过着孤单的日子
I no longer have a definite answer.. I was certain before now I'm confused.. What I want and what I need is so simple yet so hard to achieve.. What's so hard about that, I really don't understand.. Maybe I'm just not suitable..
I've lost my smile somewhere.. Can't find it anymore.. Found myself crying to sleep every night.. Since when I've become so emotional? Maybe it's a hint that I just can't decode.. But its kinda obvious.. Why do I feel so low, so empty, so lonely lately..
I have a pair of hands, I'm healthy?, I'm some skills?, at least I know, no matter what, I can still depends on myself.. Even if no one else cared, at least I will care for myself.. And that's a little comforting I guess..
Now I'm becoming emo too.. =.= Sigh.. I might not have the brightest or charming smile, but I really hate to cry.. Sad to say, crying, has become one of my daily routine..
