Wednesday, July 22, 2009

as labeled

My current mood playing: Forever & Always - Taylor swift
Once upon a time
I believe it was a Tuesday when I caught your eye
We caught onto something, I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down we almost never speak
I don’t feel welcome anymore, baby what happened please tell me
Cause one second it was perfect and now you’re half way out the door
And I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called
And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all
And you flash back to when he said forever and always
Ohh ohhh
And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
Was I out of line did I say something way too honest
That made you run and hide like a scared little boy
I looked into your eyes; thought I knew you for a minute now I’m not so sure
So here’s to everything coming down to nothing
Here’s to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going, thought I knew for a minute
but I don’t anymore
And I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called
And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all
And you flash back to when he said forever and always
Ohh ohhh
And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn’t mean it baby, I don’t think so
Ohhh ohhhh
Oh back up, baby back up, did you forget everything
back up, baby back up, did you forget everything
Cause it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
ohhh I stare at the phone and he still hasn’t called
And you feel so low you can’t feel nothin at all
And you flash back to when we said forever and always
And it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn’t mean it baby, you said forever and always..

This whole day this song and touch my hand keep getting stuck in my head..
It kinda applies to me too..
Its just kinda strange and hard to understand..
When my F&F sucks, my S is average, my LF is like WOW.
Now my F&F is good, my S is great, my LF is.. Sigh..
Why can't I have the best of all world?
Then I can really die with no regrets..
Is that too much to ask for?
I just hope that you can..
If only that wasn't so hard for you to do..

To be loved - westlife
The song of a little bird
The joy in three little words I know it's real
That's how it feels
To be loved by you
The stars from a midnight sky
The melody from a lullaby
There's nothing real
That I wouldn't steal
To be loved by you
To be loved by you
If everybody knows
It's only 'cause it shows
A smile to put you on a high
A kiss that sets your soul alight
Would it be all right if I spent tonight
Being loved by you
Your love is released
And you move me with ease
And you rescue me time after time
Oh Oh you give your all
And you take it all in your stride
Oh with all the power of a symphony
That's how my heart beats when you're holding me I can't conceal, this is how it feels
To be loved by you
Oh yeah, to be loved by you
If everybody knows, it's only 'cause it shows
Because I take your love,
Everywhere I go I know what it is I need, it's clear as a shallow stream
It's as it seems, my only dreams
To be loved by you


I'm so tired and stressed recently..
Gets irritated and frustrated easily..
Tears can't control themselves..
For no reason? Am I crazy?
Not necessarily.. Only I know..
There're things that I didn't say..
And most probably..
They are the things that I will never say..

Sick.. Keep having weird fever and headaches..
Life is short..
I think mine is shorter..
Its doesn't matter how long life is..
Cause when you're alone by yourself..
Time passes very slowly.. Its is long.
You also have more time to put a lock on all those things that nobody listens..
Put on a mask that everyone want to see..
But I'm only me, when I'm with you..
If only you will take a look at me..
Then you'll know that's where I wanna be..
To be in your eyes..

That's the way I loved you - taylor swift
He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He respects my space
And never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother
Talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing
And I'm comfortable
But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you
He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating
Complicated, got away by some mistake and now
I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
It's 2am and I'm cursing your name
I'm so in love that I acted insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breaking down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you..

If only you knew..
Things wasn't this way before..
What happened?
So suffocating..
So tired..
Empty.

When will my reflection shows who am I inside?

Losing grips - avril lavigne

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real..
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?Here's what I have to say...
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare,That's when I decided...
Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone...
You,
you need to listen!
I'm startin' to trip,
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone...
Am I just some chick you placed beside you,
To take somebody's place?
When you turn around can you recognize my face..?
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case,
Everything wasn't okay..
I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare,thats when i decided...
Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm startin' to trip
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone
Cryin' out loud I'm cryin' out loud
Cryin' out loud I'm cryin' out loud
Open your eyes Open up wide
Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone
Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care, then I don't care
We're not going anywhere
Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care, then I don't care
We're not goin anywhere